26 weeks.

today was my check up at the doctors. all is going well of course. i am up 15 pounds now.. which i think is pretty good. i stayed at 10 for so long that i was getting a bit worried that she wasn't gaining enough. i eat super healthy... so i am not worried about any weight that i gain during the next 3 months. my doctor wants me to see a cardiologist. something i've known i should do, but just been busy with other things.

i can't believe all the stuff thats going on right now. the move is big enough... and then add the impending birth of our daughter in less then 4 months. and the fact that i need clients at work. it's hard not to feel defeated.

i know without a doubt that God provides. and has always provided for naz and i. but it has been about 9 months since i started working and i still have yet to build a solid clientele. i feel like a disappointment most weeks when it comes to that area of my life.

but God who is rich in mercy never fails to show me how much i am loved by Him. and when He wills for me to be crazy busy... i will be. He knows what i am able to handle. and knows what is needed for us to be taken care of.