time to start...

well the latest tests have come back normal, so hopefully now i'll be able to start living life again. its going to take some time to get used to not feeling and living a certain way. it will be hard to go somewhere and not feel like at any time i'm going to crash.. but i'm hopeful that i'll soon be there. thank the Lord i have naz, who has been an incredible support to me. i don't know what i would have done without him. God has really taught him how to be good husband to me... and i only pray that i can be as good as a wife as he deserves.